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| User: | scarlite (29363) ...Fate is so unkind...
If only I'd been born another time... |
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| Name: | A Goddess from the Cult of Beautiful Pain | |||||
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| Website: | Nightside INK | |||||
| Location: | Cuyahoga Falls, Ohio, United States | |||||
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| Bio: | Music is in my Soul: There are few things I love more than music. Music is an all day/everyday thing for me. I live and breathe for a good song. Not only do I listen to it constantly, I also play the piano. I'm not that good, but it's fun and eventually I'll get better. I don't write music or anything, but I wish I could. All genres of music appeal to me on some level (except maybe rap and heavy screaming death metal). I love world music from Africa, Ireland/Scotland, Finland, Australia, France, Hungary, Romania, Italy, the Middle East and Asia as well. My music collection is huge and includes Broadway Musicals, Soundtracks, Instrumental, Country, Tribal Drums, Native American, Classic Rock, Oldies, Goth, Industrial, Indie, Bluegrass, Alternative, Industrial, Techno, Europop, Rock, Enviromental Sounds, Foreign, Bellydance, Celtic, Civil War era Music and lots of other misc. stuff. My favorite band of all time is H.I.M., but there are many other artists that are a close second such as; The 69 Eyes, AFI, A Perfect Circle, Within Temptation, Ozzy Osbourne, Tori Amos, Poisonblack, Johnny Clegg, Bruce Springsteen, The Rasmus, Counting Crows, Negative, Tonic, Vertical Horizon, Four Star Mary, Type O Negative, Nox Arcana, Whitesnake, Meat Loaf, Flogging Molly, Dropkick Murphys, Joy Division, Depeche Mode, Poets of the Fall, Eagles, The Doors, The Wallflowers, Bon Jovi, Goo Goo Dolls, Third Eye Blind, Stevie Nicks, Fleetwood Mac, Lovex, Pink Floyd, Rasputina, 3 Doors Down, Disturbed, Uniklubi, Alison Krauss, Blue Oyster Cult, Johnny Cash, U2, Ofra Haza, Dar Williams, Joan Baez, Linda Eder, Joanne Shenandoah, Billy Idol, Moonspell, Blackmore's Night, Rob Zombie, KISS, Queen, Poison, Cowboy Junkies, Moving Pictures, Kill Hannah, Enigma, Nickelback, Sting, Roger Daltrey, The Jeff Healey Band, Aqua, Hit n Hide, Patty Griffin, and others. I read almost constantly and I am obsessed with languages. I have in the past attempted to learn Japanese (this is going rather well actually), Swahili (I can sing a lot of Swahili songs), Italian, Finnish (still working on this one), and Latin. After all that I only know some basic phrases and stuff, but I do speak French rather well. As for books, I love fantasy, historical romances, supernatural type stories with werewolves and vampires, historical novels, crime novels, mysteries, classic literature (especially Russian and French like Victor Hugo, Moliere, Leo Tolstoy, and Fyodor Dostoevsky), and some young adult. I have an extensive collection of books (I really am a book whore) that also includes lots of Non-Fiction about The American Civil War (one of my favorite topics), King Arthur and his Knights, Paganism, Witchcraft, the Pony Express, Native American tribes, the early Celtic People, the Roman Empire, Gladiators of Ancient Rome, Archaeology, Foreign Dictionaries and Language Instruction, Fairy Tales, Mythology, Astronomy, Ancient Egypt, Poetry, and various biographies and memoirs of ancient and modern figures (ie Anais Nin, Nefertiti, Sam Houston, Wild Bill Hickok, Czeslaw Milosz, General James Longstreet, Maj. Gen. Joshua Chamberlain, Emily Dickinson). So basically I love as many different kind of books as I love different kinds of music. This is also my 3rd year doing My 2007 50 Book Challenge List My 2006 50 Book Challenge List I also love quotes. Here are some of my favorites: A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea. - Honore de Balzac Happiness is beneficial for the body, but it is grief that develops the powers of the mind. - Marcel Proust Women are always beautiful. - Ville Valo I will not be just a tourist in the world of images, just watching images passing by which I cannot live in, make love to, possess as permanent sources of joy and ecstasy. - Anais Nin Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. - James A. Baldwin Adversity makes men, and prosperity makes monsters. - Victor Hugo Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have. - H. Jackson Brown, Jr. An intelligent hell would be better than a stupid paradise. - Victor Hugo In Christianity neither morality nor religion come into contact with reality at any point. - Friedrich Nietzsche Question everything. Learn something. Answer nothing. - Euripides Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely. - Erma Bombeck Music's always been really cathartic. It's the best drug for me to get away from the everyday pressures just for a second via a good song. - Ville Valo Our life is composed greatly from dreams, from the unconscious, and they must be brought into connection with action. They must be woven together. - Anais Nin Illusory joy is often worth more than genuine sorrow. - Rene Descartes Art is Life: By nature I am an artist (among other things). But primarily I am just a constantly creative individual. I dabble in various forms of art including, jewelry, painting, photography, drawing, digital art (is my specialty), mixed media art, collage, icon making, writing, poetry, fashion design and costuming, singing, and dancing. I love all things that involve creativity and someday I would like to be a famous artist or writer (preferrably before I die *LOL*). I don't think I would be so prolific an artist if I wasn't tortured in some way. I love beautiful things, or rather, things I consider beautiful. One of the most wonderful things for me is the range of life's emotions and the depths of the human soul. I love compassion and humanity, but I think what makes me tortured is that I feel acutely that we are losing all of our compassion and humanity. I hate what our society has become and it tears my heart out that was born into this world with no way out and no way back. I LOVE history because I think in some ways the world was better back then, and therefore I always wish I could go back in time, which is my cross to bear. I can never go back in time so I try to find beauty in the world, in simple things and put it into my art so that I have something worth living for. So that I don't feel so empty and sad. Ocassionally I will post some of my artwork or photography. I also have an icon community ( Things I Love: ANIME/MANGA - Including (but not limited to): Yaoi, Fruits Basket, Loveless, Rurouni Kenshin, Cowboy Bebop, Ranma 1/2, Inu Yasha, Fushigi Yuugi, FY: Genbu Kaiden, Her Majesty's Dog, Trinity Blood, Absolute Boyfriend, Vampire Doll, Peace Maker, Ah! My Goddess, Tenchi Muyo, Alice 19, AOI House, Big O, Vampire Hunter D, Tail of the Moon, Ouran High School Host Club, The Devil Within, Millenium Snow, Kitchen Princess, Hibiki's Magic FANDOMS - Bones, Anita Blake, Batman, X-Men, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Sandman (By Neil Gaiman), Crossing Jordan, Gilmore Girls, Smallville, Harry Potter, Firefly, The Pretender, Supernatural, Most Haunted, Viva La Bam, Final Fantasy VII, Lord of the Rings, North and South (the John Jakes novels about the Civil War), Jane Austen, Wicked, Rent, Phantom of the Opera, Les Miserables OTHER INTERESTS - Mythology, Archaeology, Ancient Civilizations (Egypt, Greece, Rome, Sumeria, Britannia), Psychology, King Arthur Legends, History, The American Civil War, Japan and the Meiji Restoration, Ancient Religions, Pagan Spiritualism, America in the 60's & 70's (the early Drug Years, ie, the Hippie culture and Haight Ashbury, protest music, Woodstock) I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close. -- Pablo Neruda, Sonnet XVII *HUGS* TOTAL! give scarlite more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own | |||||
| Memories:: | 67 entries | |||||
| Pictures: | over 300 public | |||||
| Interests: | 150: absolute boyfriend, afi, aids awareness, american history, ancient civilizations, ancient egypt, animals, anime, anita blake, anti-bush, art, astronomy, audrey hepburn, audrey tautou, belly dance, bones, books, broadway, bruce springsteen, buffy the vampire slayer, cats, cemeteries, cherry coke, civil war, cowboy bebop, crafts, crossing jordan, crows, davey havok, deadliest catch, death, digital art, dragons, dreams, eddie izzard, emily the strange, england, fairies, fantasy, fashion, fashion design, firefly, folk magic, foreign films, fruits basket, fushigi yuugi, gettysburg, ghosts, gilmore girls, glam rock, glbt, glitter, goths, h.i.m., halloween, hats, her majesty's dog, herbalism, highlander, hippies, history, icons, inuyasha, ireland, j.r.r. tolkien, james longstreet, jane austen, japan, jesus christ superstar, jewelry making, joan baez, johnny the homicidal maniac, joshua chamberlain, judging amy, kill hannah, king arthur, law and order, lizards, lord of the rings, love, loveless, magic, make up, manga, moonlight, moulin rouge, movies, music, musicals, mystery, mythology, nanowrimo, nature, new york, night, nightmare before christmas, novel writing, paganism, pain, painting, paranormal, past lives, peace, phantom of the opera, photography, pirates, poetry, ranma 1/2, reading, red dwarf, reincarnation, rent, roses, rurouni kenshin, samurai x, sewing, shapeshifters, shinsengumi, singing, sorrow, stars, supernatural, tarot cards, tattoos, the 69 eyes, the doors, the pretender, the rasmus, theatre, thunder storms, tigers, tim burton, tinkerbell, tombstones, travel, unicorns, urban decay, vampire doll, vampires, ville valo, vintage clothes, viva la bam, werewolves, werner stocker, wicked, wild west, wolves, writing, xmen, yuu watase | |||||
| Schools: | Cuyahoga Falls High School - Cuyahoga Falls, OH (1996 - 2000) Kent State University - Kent, OH (2002 - 2003) | |||||
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